I forgot to document a significant day.
Last week had been 1 year since I left home to live in Copenhagen, Denmark alone for a 5 month soul seeking, academically enriching journey.
A year ago I would have never shared this photo. I was so embarrassed by the way it turned out. I went abroad with expectations of having fabulous hipster photos taken of me drinking coffee in cafes, walking effortlessly around history, and this is what I got.
I remember being absolutely, 100% uncomfortable that day. I was trying to be something I wasn't yet.
My shirt is awkward, my bag was cheap and kept breaking, my hair was ungodly, I had the worst blisters from walking in new shoes that I thought I looked stupid in but I bought them because I thought they looked European...the list could go on forever.
I also spent $8 on that chai (sorry, Mom).
Regardless of the amount of ways I felt uncomfortable while taking this photo, I can look back now and realize, I was struggling. But I made it and I'm so thankful for such an amazing experience.
Skål to my time spent in København
Aw! Happy 1 year post studying abroad. Time hop reminded me of my landing three years ago the other day. And, despite maybe feeling uncomfortable in the photo, you look adorable!
ReplyDeleteThanks pal! I suppose you are heading back across the pond soon?! Good luck & have FUN! :) xo
DeleteLove this. I felt the same way when I went to Germany summers ago. I wanted the perfect European experience, and instead, I struggled with fitting in, finding a groove, learning the language, homesickness, you name it. I'm glad you can look back and embrace the moments of uncertainty while you were abroad :) And for the record, you look cute girl!
ReplyDeletePs. Saw a photo on your Instagram with Katie Langan in it.....small world! I went to Dickinson for a few years before transferring down to Flagler, and she was good friends with my roommate, Fallon Winters. They play field hockey together, Katie's so nice! :)
OH MY GOSH! SMALL WORLD! Katie Langan is my soul friend. We've been best friends since high school. Our grandparents have been friends since the 40's! I'm so happy we made a real life connection !
DeleteAnd thank you, I'm glad someone else felt the same way about their experience abroad. It was such a trying time and learning experience.